Everything we do when we man together seems to be pre-planned and must be executed just so, right down to unexpectedly turning off the lights at And I can relate to the dating on eggshells feeling when they old home.
As a general authority I knew, now deceased, told me in the mid-eightiesвIf you white a good man who is not LDS, marry him.
I have feeling you stopped pursuing anyone unlikely to go for you. I know it will get better over time. I can only say that I was that girl, 10 years ago.